Becoming ill and healing

Masterpiece

It is amazing how ingeniously we, as human beings, are put together. The amount of internal problems we can hold before our system stops functioning properly borders on the incredible. A car would have had to go to the mechanic at least a hundred times. We are, without any doubt, a masterpiece of engineering.

Unfortunately, we usually treat our body, our beautiful earthly vehicle, badly. You feel a pain and take a painkiller.
The following comparison with a car clarifies what it is we do at that moment.
While you’re driving, one of the indicators turns red. Does it help to destroy the indicator? No, of course not, the indicator doesn’t turn red for no reason.
Would we not have indicators, when we are much more ingeniously put together than a car? Yes, of course we do.
Our indicators are, among other things, pain, fear, emotions and anger. They indicate that something is going on in your system, they call for your attention.
When dealing with a car with a red indicator, the first question is: to which part of the car is the indicator connected, in other words: What is going on?
It really is crazy that we generally haven’t learned to ask ourselves this simple and essential question when we feel pain, or feel a deep anger arise in response to something small.

And that while body and spirit, being a highly sensitive barometer, exactly indicate how you’re doing.
This highly sensitive barometer is connected to a system with a very powerful self healing ability.
In this we are also superior to cars. What car can repair its slight damage?

Becoming ill

Illness arises when you repeatedly ignore or suppress your own internal indicators. Generally speaking, you ignore your indicators by denying them. You basically drape a cloth over the indicator so you don’t see it flashing.
A lot of people behave according to the image they have of themselves, while this image does not match the reality of who they are. They then behave as they think or feel they ‘should’, but not as they really feel. This leads to a deformation, an inner friction. The effects on humans are in this case comparable to the effects you see in a car.
Your wheels are so badly misaligned that you can see the deviation with the naked eye.
This results in, among other things, more wear and tear, the maneuverability diminishes and the use of energy increases significantly.
You can suppress with help of painkillers and other suppressing medicines and with your own mind. If you don’t want to feel something, you indeed will no longer feel it. It doesn’t mean that the feeling no longer exists, however. The feeling will continue to exist until it has received the attention it needs. This even applies to feelings from former lives. You can compare this situation to demolishing the indicator from the dashboard or to driving with a flat tire.

Types of indicators

The human system has indicators at three different levels. They can be found at the spiritual, functional and physical level.
One of the functions of our soul, our Higher Self, is to guide us through our lives. The soul
whispers the optimal path to take for you at every moment of choice. If you don’t listen to the advice of your soul, in time a spiritual indicator will flicker.  It will then feel as if something is a bit off or you feel slightly uncomfortable.
If you ignore this indicator, the level of vibration of the spiritual vibration will lower. This vibrational lowering is a direct consequence of ignoring or suppressing the signal of the indicator.
The vibration will eventually become so low, that functional symptoms will arise. In other words, the second and more urgent indicator will start to flicker.
Functional symptoms are, for example, having pain when you walk, for which no cause can be found. Everything seems perfectly normal, but you have pain or discomfort.
If you ignore this signal as well, in time the symptoms will become physical. Deviations are
then detectable.
It says something about the enormous resilience of our system that the process of ignoring the indicator on spiritual level and the eventual arising of detectable physical complaints can take many years.

Fear

Why don’t we immediately choose the road that our soul whispers to us?
The cause is fear. Fear will always make you choose exactly the wrong thing.
And what is the cause of fear, then? Fear is a lack of trust, trust in our guidance, trust in the Higher.
This lack of trust in the Higher has to do with our developmental road since creation came to be. Our process of creation can be compared to the process of pregnancy.
After the conception the baby at first is not or hardly distinguishable from the body of the mother. Slowly forms arise and you see the growth of a tiny human being, still completely enfolded by the mother. Thus, there is a development from unity towards two-unity. Only after the birth is the baby an ‘independent’ being, who still needs a lot of care to grow to actual independence after a process of years.
Our growth is therefore a development from unity to two-unity to independence.
At the same time it is a development from unity to separation.

In our process of creation exactly the same thing happens, out of oneness with the Divine we grow, step-by-step, in a process of separation, to independence. This is a painful process. It is so delicious with the Divine that it is very difficult and painful to separate ourselves. Moreover, we often misunderstand the intention of the Divine.

The following example with our cat Norretje clarifies how easy a misunderstanding can arise.
While demolishing an already half fallen wooden shed on our land, our cat Norretje lay down in a spot where she would be crushed, should the shed completely collapse. In order to remove her from the danger zone, I lovingly pick up Norretje, who always follows me around when I’m outside working.
Clearly offended and out of sorts, she then walks away.

In our misconception of the intention of the Divine we often have the idea that we have separated from the Divine because we did something wrong. We then often feel dismissed by the Divine. Therefore there is no longer a complete trust in the Divine.
Moreover, the pain and the grief caused by leaving the Divine is so deep that it is not an easy task to deal with them. In order not to feel this pain and grief we started to deny them, we placed them outside of ourselves and have projected them unto the Divine. As such, this pain and grief stands between ourselves and the Divine, and we no longer dare to rely completely on the Divine. Nor on the Divine that surrounds us, which is outside ourselves, nor on the Divine that everyone carries inside, the Divine within ourselves.
Thus, we have turned away from the Light and have moved into the darkness, and fear has begun te play a role on our highest level of creation and therefore also on all other levels of creation.

Six levels of creation

This was also meant to be, because we had to connect ourselves to matter in the 300,000 year long cosmic night. We had to lower our vibrational level to do so.
In this long night it was therefore impossible to reach the level where these pains came into being and heal them. During this night, we could only treat the level of incarnation and not the five levels that lie above it, the levels of personality, soul, being, oneness and plan of creation.
Read more: Six levels of creation

These injuries and trauma were essential, for if we wouldn’t have had them, we would have kept the high vibrational level of the Light beings we originally are, and it would have been impossible to connect ourselves to matter. Even in our plan of creation, some blockages are build in that serve the purpose of lowering our vibrational level.

In this way, it has been made impossible for us to function optimally during the cosmic night. Also, it wasn’t possible to truly cure all kinds of diseases. We simply could not reach into our system far enough to solve all problems. If we compare ourselves to a car again, a certain part of the engine was inaccessible and therefore could not be repaired.
As the cosmic day is increasingly dawning we, step by step, regain the possibilities to heal our trauma and injuries at these higher levels as well. Our treatments for instance, are capable of helping people on all six levels.

Healing again

So, fear is at the basis of becoming ill. Out of fear we start to ignore things, deny them or even suppress them.
If we take the starting point of this piece: “When we know which processes lead up to becoming ill, we also know how we can heal again” then we have to solve our fears in order to be healthy again and step by step learn to trust and surrender to our Higher guidance.

This is not a matter of simply turning a switch. We have lived with fears for a period of 300,000 years, so they are deeply anchored in our system. But it is possible, and the only thing you can do is decide to start and persevere.

We have walked this road and a growing number of treatments have come from it, that can help you in living through this process as easy and fast as possible. In addition, there are more than twenty Connections that provide a condition that is as optimal as possible for this process and that make your living environment supportive of this process instead of opposing to it.
The treatments help you to resolve your unresolved past at the different levels. You get rid of an enormous ballast by doing this. Moreover, unresolved past continuously asks your attention because it wants to be resolved, and therefore it keeps you from the present moment.
Still, your own motivation and effort is of major importance. Somebody can provide you with a ladder, but you will have to climb yourself to get on top.

Your own input

What can you do yourself?
In a process in which you step by step conquer your fears and become more trusting, it is very important to align your inner and outer world as much as possible. So you have to be as honest with yourself as you can. The good part is, that if you’re honest with yourself, you’re automatically honest with your environment.

It is good to determine how truthful you are in your doings. You can ask yourself questions like: ‘Do I really enjoy this?’, ‘How does this really feel for me?’, or ‘Why wasn’t I completely honest here?’
It is important not to judge yourself too harsh when you make a mistake. Approach yourself with as much love and understanding as possible and know that we all make mistakes.

Choose not to be led by fears. In order to be able to do so, of course you first have to learn to make the distinction between fear and feeling.
Any involuntary thought has fear as its basis. Fear offers unrest and doubt, whereas feeling offers rest and certainty.
You will find the center of your feeling in your belly.
Realize that you’re not your feeling, you have a feeling. Through this realization you will be less inclined to be swept away by your emotions and eventually by fear.

The ability for self healing

The ability for self healing of our system is phenomenal. It is only hindered by unresolved emotions and such. If you resolve them by focusing on them, a lot of your physical symptoms will heal in a very short time.

Focus your intention on your symptoms, whether they are spiritual or physical. They are our indicators, they are themes that ask our attention. Then feel what happens and open up for it. If you do so, you can feel pain, sadness, anger or another emotion. Connect to it without any judgement, just let it flow through you.
If you can do this, you shall be amazed how fast you can move through problems. It really is the shortest way home.

You are then following the opposite route of ignoring, denying or suppressing. By ignoring, denying or suppressing the vibratory level lowers and symptoms arise.
By focusing your attention on the symptom you raise your vibratory level again, through which your problem can be resolved and your self healing capacity can act again.
You give attention with your spirit, which always has a much higher vibration than your symptoms.
When you have pain in your body that doesn’t, or only very slowly, goes away, you can do the same thing, in a slightly adjusted manner.

A well known example of a pain that dissolves very slowly, is the ‘frozen shoulder’, a capsule inflammation of the shoulder, which can make it very painful to move your arm. The spiritual background of a frozen shoulder is a deep unresolved grief which literally and figuratively hinders your ability to act.
How do you resolve such a pain spiritual as quickly as possible? You put your hand on the painful spot, while you’re walking around slowly and, in case of the frozen shoulder, make small, relaxing movements with your painful arm. At the same time you open yourself for all the feelings that may come to the surface. These feelings can be pretty fierce, since that was also the reason you didn’t resolve the grief in the first place, but suppressed it.

You may still feel bad for a while after you have done this exercise. That is not pleasant, but it is a good sign that you’re working on resolving the grief. You can repeat this exercise as often as you wish, it will only favor the healing process.
You can also do this exercise for pain that is in places that are not so moveable as your arms or legs.You may then make the movement by gently massaging the painful spot.

Of course, there can be several emotions that hinder the self healing capacity. Just continue to make contact with your symptom, it is the entrance to the spiritual backgrounds of your symptom.
Don’t give up too fast, this really simple method truly works.

In principle, you can solve any problem at the level of soul yourself with this method.

Usually, people cannot contact the higher levels by themselves.
After a process of years and years, we regained contact with these higher levels with help of our guidance. If the origin of your problem lies at a higher level, we can help you with a Transmutation Channeling or with one of the other treatments at that higher level.

An experience

The following report gives a clear picture of the process to become healthy, to become whole again.

‘When I look back on the process of the last 2 years, I see myself as a stage rocket, that pushes of another piece of ballast time after time. In this way, I have become increasingly lighter and at the same time finally grounded as well, in other words: heaven on earth. I still don’t feel at home completely in this world, but I no longer experience it as an exile, I now experience it as a vacation. Before I could only sporadically feel that way, and in time I would drown again in the pool of misery I was carrying with me. The ‘Fulfill your Life’s Purpose’ treatment proved to be powerful and profound enough to structurally start to resolve my ballast. I had to, however, work extremely hard, with some fierce and sickening reactions. Especially the reactions after the Divine Being healing cannot be described, although I’m used to quite a bit, being an ME/CFS patient. But it truly has been worth it, and a lot has fallen into place. Here an attempt to paint a picture of the changes.

One of the first changes was the ability to receive. Immediately after the Fulfill your Life’s Purpose treatment, I was flooded with presents and other nice things, which became normal again in time.
Emotional and physical misery, which I felt was a heritage of my father, left my system.
Even though I was functioning well superficially, and I rationally really appreciated what I had, even the good things in life were no more than a distraction that made the predominant feeling of alienation, boredom and resignation bearable. Now I can simply enjoy things and a party is truly a party. Moreover, it is easier to be present in the moment.

Despite that I was social and was very well able to work as part of a team, I never felt, unlike others, that I was part of the group. Today I can function in a group and truly feel part of it.
The relationship with my mother has improved significantly. Before, I was continuously annoyed by her presence, now I can accept her for who she is. This also applies to many others, but this difference is the biggest, because we share more of an inevitable bond.

Thanks to the Divine Being healing and the Fulfill your Inner Marriage treatment I became aware of the cause of the main love drama in my life. That history used to be an unresolved riddle, but now, it is a completely logical tale of cause and effect. Getting to know such a karmic serial story is not only very enlightening, but it also took away the last bit of doubt about the true nature of what can bother us so much in this life. An effect on a more daily level, although not less radical, is that I could overcome my attraction to the ‘wrong’ men.

Physically, it looks like I have almost recovered from ME/CFS after 15 years, which medically speaking is surprising, considering the long amount of time and the accompanying ‘vicious circle’ effect.
The icing on the cake was the Divine Connection impulse: an intense peace, wholeness and a remarkable increase of my energy-level. Together with the sometimes ecstatic sense of freedom this reminded me of a short period of time I experienced after the Fulfill your Life’s Purpose treatment, only this time is was even stronger. Also, after this treatment some reactions and changes, however, the ‘holiday-feeling’ seems to remain this time. Also, it extends to other people now. When they are more or less functioning towards the same direction, people become more open and positive. The physical presence of people with serious disorders or other negativity affects me less, causing me to draw the conclusion that my protection has increased significantly.

All in all the Wholism Project has become an essential part of my life. I’m happy and grateful that I’m part of it, because it’s not only a thrilling adventure, but it also has changed my life for the better on several levels.
Karin K., La Palma